A Love Letter to the Pile of Unread Books Next to My Bed

February 19, 2020 | Casper Editorial Team

I am a Tsundoku

The BBC recently talked to Andrew Gerstle, a professor of pre-modern Japanese texts at the University of London, about “tsundoku.” The professor explains that “doku” can translate to “reading,” and “tsun” can mean to “pile up.” It me.
 
Mr. Gerstle discussed the origins, as well. “The phrase ‘tsundoku sensei’ appears in text from 1879 according to the writer Mori Senzo, which is likely to be satirical, about a teacher who has lots of books but doesn’t read them,” he said.
 
While that reference is clearly sarcastic, the word has become an endearing colloquialism for those of us who are enthusiastic collectors of literature. And I am happy to report “tsundoku” people are legion.
 
There are entire subreddits dedicated to those of us who maintain vast libraries of books that we can, at any given time, choose to crack open.
 
I am especially fond of the #tsundoku hashtag on Instagram: just endless photos of books, books, books. My greatest dream is for someone to write an exhaustive book about “tsundoku” that I can buy and then never read.
 
I am a “tsundoku” person and, therefore, am going straight to my favorite used bookstore after work to adopt new books, the kind of used bookstore that smells ancient, like wood and smoke, ink and ideas. I will then haul my books home and carefully add them to my collection.

I Live Amongst the Books

Here’s the thing: I am not particularly materialistic. I am remarkably simple when it comes to possessions: I own four or five pairs of good pants, a couple of pairs of shoes, I have one extremely awesome kitchen knife that I can, if I want, use to cut tin cans in half with.
 
I have a nice TV and a really nice bed—I mean, I have stuff. But not a ton of stuff. I have a friend whose house is a Temple of Things: a robot vacuum cleaner, a couch that can transform into smaller couches, a dozen tchotchkes purchased during late nights spent online.
 
I have none of these things, but I do have books. I probably have multiple lifetime amounts of words in my small Manhattan apartment. One pile is a resting spot for a mug. Another pile is a dog toy pedestal. Form and function!
 
I may not have the hours it would require to read all of my books from cover to cover, but that is okay. Sometimes I snack on them: read ten pages here, or there. Books are living things, like trees or stars. I bask in them. Draw energy from them.
 
I can’t stop buying books either, even if I have too many to read. I thrill when a new book, or an old book, whispers its promises to me.
 
I am generally unhappy parting with my hard-earned money but I am always happy to exchange green slips of paper for bound volumes of paper, each page covered in secrets waiting to be discovered.
 
I don’t have a problem. I am part of a cultural tradition. An international order that is hundreds of years old. The Japanese have a word for it and I am that word. A modern-day wizard, really.
 
I surround myself with knowledge and wisdom and dreams. I have a surplus of books because I am greedy. I cherish every verb and noun and thought.
 
They are mine all mine. Soon I will have enough books—big and small, thick and thin, paperback and hard—that I will be able to build a staircase out of them, a staircase that goes all the way up into the unknown.